"I’m still trying to figure out why you hurt me the way you did when you knew I was already a mess. You promised me things that turned out to be nothing but lies and I fell for them anyways because I was such a fool for you. You hurt me in a type of way I had never experienced before and I can’t seem to get myself back on my feet, I feel like too much damage has been done. It’s the permanent type of pain that can’t be fixed and it even makes it difficult to hear your name. I feel this emptiness within me and it physically hurts when I think about you. It brings a knot to my throat and then suddenly i’m on the verge of crying. All the words you said that meant nothing to you, but meant everything to me haunt me and play over and over in my head. I didn’t even get a warning or any type of sign, nothing at all. You just said you "loved" me one day and then you didn’t know who I was the next."
(Source: , via broken-from-memories)